Starlight starlight there so many stars that come out at night I wonder how many stars there are, I wonder which ones are which  stars that make the shape they need to be, some stars are brighter than others or maybe just that one which make the north star that helps leads the way, you can wish a upon star like star light, star bright the first star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight, which you hear some times maybe when someone who wants to wish upon a star.



As I lay next to you I can hear you breathing the moment I wrap my arms around you i feel your heart beating faster, bc it does that every time im near you or have my arms around you which I happen to like bc I know it seems to get you stirred up, then you roll over to be face to face with me very close almost touching your nose to mine and in that moment I hold my breath just a second hoping you would lean in and kiss me but you do that thing you do to tease me, which makes me end up kissing you first which kinda makes you a little mad and you wrinkle your cute nose at me also makes me kiss that nose too, after I have kissed your cute nose you look up at me with that look that makes me say whats wrong but then you smile at me causing my heart to flutter and wanting to fly out of my chest which i have to say be still my heart be still all I have to do is kiss her again but deeper more passionately, bc I know that’s what I need to do to get back at her for giving me that look and that kiss is the kiss that gets us both all hot and bothered until we are in a steamy hot sex frenzy, where im kissing and blowing all the way down her body giving her chill bumps everywhere then working my way down to her sweet delicious spot where its all dripping wet and I lean in taking deep breath of her sweet smell that drives me while, after I take a deep breath of her smell I touch the tip of my tongue to her wet pussy slowly teasing her, while listening to her beg for more so I continue lick and eat her out until she cums all over my face. Then its my turn so she does the same but not almost the same she ends up throwing a twist of something I have never had done or felt before send my in to wild heavy breathing which makes me cum like crazy, after that we continue to more sex that lasted for several hours until we got tired and cuddled together and fell asleep.


The end

Feelings today

As of today anger has shot sadness in the leg and put it on a leash then it kill lust and left it to bleed to death, happiness is locked up in a cage somewhere doing God knows what, afraid is hiding somewhere and scared shitless out of its mind BC anger is wanting to go on a killing and beating spree, but oh well it can’t be fix BC anger has run amuck and set everything on fire.


I know no one would understand me bout what im going thorough im not like the rest of my family I’m different, im not normal I have multiple sides right now I rather just wear black and be gothic like dark just like my soul is right now, couple of days ago I watched collateral beauty and saw where he wrote 3 letters one to death, love, and time, If I were to write letters I would write ones to sadness, happiness, love, and afraid, the first one would to Dear sadness
I see you have come into my life and kicked happiness out only to let it in when it is needed, I know you are here but I wonder how long are you planning to stay well wait it doesn’t matter you can stay as long as you like, BC I know.nothing will make me happy again like I used to be, I can’t make up mind should I have you stay or go oh well I don’t know, then the second one would go Dear happiness
I know sadness has kicked you out only to let you in when it is needed, my question to you is will you ever come back in and stay maybe kick sadness ass sometime but I don’t know if you will bc sadness has kicked in while writing this. The next one would go Dear love
Why is it you always pick the most horrible men to date especially the ones that treat me like shit and hurt me inside and out, I would tell you this I have put my broken heart behind several walls to protect it from getting hurt again and for you to quit trying to let or tear down those walls just so I can get hurt again enough is enough, also to let those other you know what feelings to stay hidden BC no one else can’t know bout them but my best friend. The last one would go Dear afraid
I know you are here because I am a afraid to tell my family about my ideas or the fact I would like to start my own clothing line but afraid they would say you know you can’t do that or that idea is stupid and you should just leave that stuff to the smart ones like us so you just sit there and do nothing BC you don’t have a job or the money to do anything, also afraid to speak up and say how I really feel along with how really hurt my feelings are hurting in this moment this time and such, afraid no one will listen or care about what I have to say. Question to afraid what should I do oh wait I don’t think you would know. So that’s all I have to say.

3 is better than 1

While being stuck to choose between to two men who were fighting over her. Alexandra couldn’t do it she couldn’t choose BC she found both of them hot and sexy. When it came time to choose she told them I can’t choose I rather have both of you right now in my bed making love to me. But before she could do anything she was cut off by a hot woman name layla saying not so fast they ain’t the only who happen to like you. Alexandra responded and who would that be I don’t see anyone else around. Thats when layla responded by going up and kissing Alexandra on the lips going into a deep hot kiss then to break away saying I’m the one who also happens to like you. After hearing that shocking news Alexandra grabs layla by the hand and yelling at the guys come to my bed with me now so we can have hot steamy sex. While making out with both guys she let layla eat her shaved wet pussy out while jacking both guys off at the same time. The moment when Alexandra and both of the guys came at the same time it was layla turn but when Alexandra grabbed layla hand saying it was her turn layla stopped her saying I got a song that will set the mood. She puts on a song called slow hands by niall horan and Alexandra said oooh I like this song then gets up and starts to slowly stripping her clothes off in front of them. Then layla gets up right close to Alexandra’s face and said I like you to her face so Alexandra said i just want to take me time to blow your mind then kisses layla deep while rubbing her pussy. While Alexandra was making out with layla the guys started rubbing themselves again getting all hot and horny. So things started to heat up with layla and Alexandra so théy took it to the shower and hot steamy shower sex while washing each others body while leaving the guys to fuck each other and make out.

The end


Wave Sounds

In this Moment Im feeling Calm the stress just melts away as I continue to listen to the wave sounds, listening to the waves rolling in and crashing against the shore, wanting to be at the beach laying out in the sun possibly under an umbrella while listening to the waves roll in and crash against the shore again and again, think about wanting to walk out there and feel the waves hit my feet causing them to get wet over and over again, but then I realize im not at the beach im at home listening to the wave sounds.